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Contact Me!

September 27, 2007

It seems the more controversial a post is, the more difficult it is for some people to post a comment or comments are being blocked along the way from your place to mine.  No problem send me an email and I will research your tip or post your comment.  For now my email is:WORDPRESS-AT-FATSAVAGE-DOT-COM

I’m posting in the above format so spiders don’t catch it but I’m sure you can figure it out.

Despair and Reality!

September 8, 2007

I’ve written extensively on hope and two of my favorites are

False Hope is Better Than No Hope!!

and

Scissors, Paper, Stone: A Metaphor for Life.

I haven’t thought much about despair but it’s evident that the lack of writing was caused by a fit of depression.  For that I apologize and have to admit that I don’t know much about apathy and despair.  What snapped me out of my blue funk was finding out I was among the top 4% of all sites monitored by quantcast.com

I was flattered to find that my readers are predominantly young  (25-34), college educated and  making more than $100 thousand a year. It’s a pity that they are not American! But what the hell, I’m still flattered by my global reach.  I guess American’s are scared to be associated with someone being stalked by the FBI whereas foreign readers feel relatively safe.

The fact of the matter is they are correct.  American readers are routed through know information honeypots whereas foreign fans get a direct connection.  It’s still kind of funny that more foreign nationals are concerned with Domestic Spying and invasion of Privacy than native born Americans.

A little knowledge goes a long way and now that I know about my global reach, I’m resolved to finish this project and keep on writing.  I’m glad to find at least one American Judge and the ACLU agrees with me and has declared a major point of the Patriot Act illegal.  Too bad, the Bush administration is going to appeal and the law will not be changed in the near future.

Abandon WordPress

August 12, 2007

The obvious question raised by  WordPress blogs being spied upon by Honeypots and now hiding in the walled garden of Akamai where the spying is not so obvious is “Why not abandon WordPress?” and the answer is why bother.

I  did a  traceroute for my original site fatsavage.com site and the traceroute goes from Virginia to DC to New York then to Chicago where it hits a domestic Honeypot before passing back to DC and returning to Virginia 3 miles from the start.  This is hardly an efficient use of backbone Internet resources.  At least when your hidden behind the Akamai network, you don’t see the stupid efforts to spy on you and your users.  Amazingly, a traceroute to my son’s site strategyst.com passes from Virginia to Boston to Chicago to go through the very same Honeypot as my site.

It seems that regardless of where I go, I will be observed and so will the people close to me.

I found one of my very inactive sites which used a stealth registration and a small hosting company which has a direct route from Virginia to the server without passing through any know Honeypots.   However, I’m sure if there were anything that was negative about Domestic spying and the abuse of Government power, it would soon be spied upon.  This site uses a WordPress blog so not all WordPress blogs are being watched.

There is no doubt that this is Domestic Spying and unrelated to any war on terror.  When you do tracerouts from London, Pakistan, Austria  or Australia, they all seem to follow the most direct paths without any detours for honeypot spying.

Abandon WordPress?

It’s more rational to abandon hope.

Sins of Our Father!

August 8, 2007

Apparently, the Bush neo-nazi thought police are a rerto-Christian group stalking perverts, A-rabs and Democrats.  Proof is the Christian thought police served me kiddie porn and  Arab porn and everbody in the world knows only a few true Liberals have real concerns for the right to privacy.

Funny, it used to be the Christian Right Wing that would gather their guns and head for the hills to shoot it out with the FBI to defend their right to bear arms and their right to privacy but today the Retro-Christians have forgotten your God given freedom to be a sinner..

The Retro-Christian roots are obvious in the way they are stalking my son.  I mean its probably justifiable by a normally twisted mind to stalk me for my outspoken views and I guess I accept living in a cage.  The funny thing is, my son is sort of the comensurate striving yuppie who classifies me as a slacker and aging hippy who is  jousting at windmills. They could only justify tracking him based on a belief in original sin.

I checked the traceroute on his site and of course it followed the same convoluted route from Virginia, to DC to Boston to Chicago and back  to DC before going to a town in Virginia 3 miles from the orgin of the traceroute.  It went through a know honeypot in Chicago.

What the hell, they will soon see he’s normal.  After all as a senior ctizen, I’m going to get towed by a home built ultra light airplane up a mile high to hang glide back to earth with a kite strapped to my ass and then kayaking with crockidiles.  He’s going to the Cape for the Labor Day weekend.

Life on the edge, You got to love it.

The following statement or something like it, is attributed to both Benjamin Franklin and Thomas Jefferson:

“Those who would give up their freedom for security will have none and deserve neither.”

It’s Hard For A Caged Bird To Sing!

August 6, 2007

Writing is done with passion and hope. Yes, there are artistic works about apathy and depression but the person that wrote them had to have the passion to complete the work with the hope that he could reach an audience with the message. I have written several essays on hope and it’s been a theme throughout my blog. I sort of believe that if enough people care, there will be a groundswell of public optimism that would prevent expansion of domestic spying and invasion of privacy.

Oh well, what a stupid vision. Legal Domestic Spying was expanded.

So now I have to expect that my every utterance and thought will be monitored to determine if I’m a died in the wool closet pervert, an Arab Terrorist or perhaps, aiding and abetting other enemies of the state like The Democrats.

During my mildly despondent state, I’ve made some interesting discoveries.

In terms of word usage,

Hope is to Ardor or Passion

as Despair is to Apathy.

Now this goes along with one of my previous essays on Dante’s sign overt the portal to hell which is “Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch’intrate” or “Abandon all hope, ye who enter here.”  Indeed life without hope is a life in hell. Still, I have not given up hope for better days, I’m going to hang glide a mile high and kayak with crocodiles at the end of this month. I also intend to do something banal with the rest of my my life like open a casino. I have hopes that I will live the commensurate hedonistic Fatsavage experience. I enjoyed writing with passion about being a real Fat Savage because perfection at that is so easy.

It’s just that I don’t really have hope that I can change the world and make it a better place to live. Having the government running porn sites is not in my designs for a better world nor is spying on all the owners of WordPress blogs. I should think that there are more pressing issues like unfucking up the nation of Iraq or returning America to a place of prestige in the scientific world. For instance, I may need stem cell research to grow a new liver after all the rum I’ve drunk and I wouldn’t want it to come from falsified Korean Data funded by American Pharmaceutical Companies because they can’t do it in America.

Another discovery from my despondent state is that there are few really excellent works on despair and apathy. Two of the good ones that come readily to mind are Soylent Green and Cat’s Cradle (Check Both in Wikipedia). In both books total knowledge about the world leads to apathy and suicidal actions by some of the main characters. I can’t recall any genre other than Science Fiction which handles despair so well.

Now, I’m not about to commit suicide because of George Bush and his army of neo-nazi’s. I must admit that at times of cerebral despair, I take great joy in my hedonistic nature and my pleasure indulging the sins of the flesh.

It’s just that its hard for a caged bird to want to sing unless you put marijuana seeds in the bird food like Hertz did years go. So maybe Mike E is right after all.

Does Domestic Spying Exist?

June 15, 2007

I found a really weird foreign blog which has a header of blood spattered body parts and had the following post:

the iraqis have a word that’s unique to them.that word is sahel, which means “to utterly defeat and humiliate someone by dragging his corpse through the streets”.

Now to me thats a weird and dangerous post worthy of tracking the writer and maybe even visitors to the site but the hosting is normal with other sites large and small. Maybe I should make comments at the weird sites I stumble on and have them tracked too.

Unfortunately, I thought this might happen so I have really stopped making comments at other sites because I don’t want people associated with me. I have stopped using IM and minimized E-mail contact. I make my phone calls on land lines because domestic phone taps still have a few rules left.

Still the person who published that post is on a normal WordPress server, and I have my special Level 3 server. I was concerned that I might be giving information important to the global war on terrorism and decided to see what happens when I run a trace route from Austria. Every single response for all of the sites ended up at the Dallas home of WordPress on the layeredtech.com server. So obviously any foreign traffic was not being diverted to the Fatsavage Honeypot.

Because or my naturally scientific bent I did a traceroute from Australia to various WordPress blogs including myself and they all ended up at the netli.net servers previously mentioned for Waistloss.wordpress.com. Obviously, the Fatsavage Honeypot is only accessible from an American IP address and is being used for Domestic Spying on Patriots and Perverts.

Of course, I’m not sure an FBI man has been trained to tell the difference.

I’m My Own Honeypot!

June 15, 2007

In my never ending quest for knowledge, I decided to check a few more sites to find if I was alone among bloggers. My obvious first choice for unbridled home grow sedition was of course Mike E. over at greenlighton.wordpress.com I did my Visual Trace Route and guess what Mike E ends up on the Level 3 server next to me. After that, I checked waistloss.wordpress.com and he had a “normal track.” My last two regulars, themiddlemanage.wordpress.com and iggybaby.wordpress.com are on the Level 3 server.

Oops, seems like the quickest way to hit the Level 3 server in New Jersey’s kiddie porn hosting honeypot area is to be a regular at the Fat Savage Blog –

So sorry to everyone.

It’s pretty obvious how I got there, I am an obvious choice for a person of interest, I am an educated native American who speaks out against an oppressive government and doesn’t run from my sensuality.

Now my friend Mike E. is an obvious choice as a walking pharmacology and an advocate of self medication for all that ails you.

Iggybaby.wordpress.com is a stretch even for an oppressive government. Her only sin of record is to be a military wife so maybe she made the honeypot on her own as they don’t want her badmouthing the war from an insider perspective (She Never Does.).

The one that utterly amazes me is themiddlemanager.wordpress.com who is a prudent thoughtful writer without any obvious sins other than his presence on my site. So the only group I can find that is hosted by Level 3 are those who have made comments on my site.

Fucking Amazing!

I Guess I’m Still Pissing Them Off.

June 13, 2007

For the past month or so, I’ve focused on tracking kiddie porn sites to Corporate American located in the good old USA. So far, I have never seen a foreign kiddie porn site, there is very little black kiddie porn and most of the pictures were variants of ones shown at trial from the National Archive of Hashed Kiddie Porn Pics. This is good solid white America at it’s worst under the leadership of George Bush.

Now don’t get me wrong, these pictures are hauntingly evil and remain embedded in memory, the same way Holocaust pictures do. It’s just fucking disgusting that all of it is published in America, much has been online for almost a decade and it’s all hosted and transported by big American Business.

I first recognized that I was pissing them off when CERT hit me with a military strength Trojan and of course being stalked by Carnivore was a dead give away that I was a so called “person of interest.” Now They have topped all that.

I have always suspected that some of my search results were filtered so, I’ve gone to the extreme of using Google from foriegn locations (Mexico and Washington DC), using very clean secure machines, various mobile IP’s such as war driving for access and using multiple search engines. The one thing that I never expected was that I would be tagged for access denial to a site such as spywareinfo.com

Can you imagine my surprise when I Googled a know porn serving malware program and found several posts on the topic at spywareinfo.com then clicked a link and got the following message.

mySQL query error: DELETE FROM ibf_secessions WHERE ip_address = ‘fat.sav.age.xxx’

Now I hope that you all recognize that ‘fat.sav.age.xxx’ represents both of my IP addresses on my two networks at two physically remote locations.

You got to love it.

With more than 4 billion IP addresses in the world, I’ve pissed off someone enough to get both of mine blocked at spywareinfo.com

They even blocked my ability to contact SWI or join a forum so I couldn’t bitch about the shoddy treatment they are giving The Fat Savage. Christ, I thought I was fighting for privacy, intellectual freedom and against government created malware and these dumb fucks should be on my side.

The really sad part, I had printed the articles of interest on a weak printer and just wanted a better copy, so I already have hard copy on the articles of interest.

I Speak The Truth

June 12, 2007

You can always tell when you speak the truth when people try to shut you up.  I have reached the point where my feed stats exceed my blog stats which means my regular readers exceed my total readers.

It seems I’m suffering a denial of access attack.

I would have never noticed except I dropped from 300 viwers to 20 overnight and my feed stats were still above 40 per day. 

 When the Feds want to fuck with you, they will.

Oh well, I was always writing to document the crap said at trial so I will write until the appeal is over. 

The question is why stop me if I’m wrong. At least you know the basis of appeal if I stay on line.

Fasting – All Good Things Must End.

February 5, 2007

The Fast this time really never bothered me. It was not as productive as I wanted but it wasn’t over and this morning I weighed in at 211.1 and was hoping to get below 200 since the fast was going strong. Even a few days at the desk didn’t kill me. It might have slowed me down but I didn’t gain weight.

Today one of my machines went down. It is one of the most modern in the world with complex valving arrangements, electronic, pneumatic controls and driven by a computer. The nearest qualified technician is about 1500 miles away and just the visit will be $2500 even if the problem is not solved. The machine, when running, cleans better than our older one with almost no pollution. The new machine cleans about 2000 pounds per gallon of cleaning fluid and that gallon is destroyed in a cement kiln whereas the old machine cleans about 400 pounds per gallon and much of the difference is air pollution.

I did a little trouble shooting today but am trying to keep on the fast until I drop another pound. If not, I will still quit tomorrow, have a nice breakfast, lots of coffee and get bogged down by manuals and slow progress. Once I quit the Fast, I’ll try to go into maintenance mode to reduce the belly a few more inches. I did the infamous picture thing and pictures don’t lie. My pants size is down 5 inches ( from 40 plus to 36) but still looks like hell as the fat hangs over the belt.

I hate to use that disgusting E word ( Exercise) but without some professional help and gym time targeted at my abs I fear I will end up looking like one of those starving third world kid. (all bony with a bloated big belly). Unfortunately, it is a lot harder for me to commit to targeted exercise than it is to starve my body into submission.

It might be easier to move to a culture where the Buddha Belly is the norm and I could remain a sex symbol without effort.