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Does Anybody Remember Chuck Stephano?

October 5, 2007

This blog took on it’s current Libertarian Slant after I was a researcher in a kiddie porn trial of Charles “Chuck” Stephano. I was simply appalled at the lies the Federal Government witnesses said during testimony under oath. In six months of writing about fact errors, I have yet to make it off of about 3 pages of exhibits delivered at trial and a few newspaper articles discussing the testimony. The trial was supposed to only last 2-3 days but the defense lawyer pushed it to about 3 weeks. The longer it took, the more the prosecution and the more the Government witnesses spun their wicked web of lies. The lies in the transcript and the preposterous actions of the prosecutorial team could keep me writing for the rest of my life

For the past six months, I have been blogging on various aspects of the trial and was developing a fairly large global readership but I am starting to run out of steam. The FBI’s Carnivore is my constant companion to everything I write and I’ve had about every piece of Military Strength Malware in existence thrown at me but it would appear that I have little way to reach my audience as the major search engines have stopped indexing my work since I wrote about youngerbabes.com

Meanwhile, Charles Stephano,  the victim of this prosecutorial zeal is still in jail. First, there was a delay in delivering the transcript to the defense attorney so that delayed the appeal. Then the defense attorney stopped responding to my calls about the case. The defense attorney has made some sort of appeal and the courts have not yet ruled on the appeal. In the end, I suspect that rather than have a retrial, there will be a negotiated plea bargain that the victim will be sentenced to time served or face harsher penalties at a retrial. He will give up his rights to any litigation for false imprisonment and be labeled a sexual offender for life. Meanwhile I will be closely monitored and have just enough traffic to keep me writing. After all, it’s always desirable to know what your critics are thinking and meanwhile, if I’m not being indexed, the public at large will never find me. I doubt that I will ever be prosecuted because in reality I am not a pedophile, have clearly defined adult sexual appetites which don’t involve any illegal activities and also, work like the dickens to make sure I am never in possession of any kiddie porn.

Just like the public in a move was unaware of the “men in black” and the aliens among us, they will remain unaware of the governments ability to spy on your every thought and action as you use your computer.

Contact Me!

September 27, 2007

It seems the more controversial a post is, the more difficult it is for some people to post a comment or comments are being blocked along the way from your place to mine.  No problem send me an email and I will research your tip or post your comment.  For now my email is:WORDPRESS-AT-FATSAVAGE-DOT-COM

I’m posting in the above format so spiders don’t catch it but I’m sure you can figure it out.

Updated Shitlist!

September 9, 2007

Now that I’m out of my depression, I updated the Law Enforcement Honeypot List also called the Fat Savage Shit List. Obviously, there are a lot more sites to investigate as there were 8000 URL’s in the log introduced at trial and each cop sites investigated spawns about a dozen more cop sites.

Click Here For the Latest Version.

Despair and Reality!

September 8, 2007

I’ve written extensively on hope and two of my favorites are

False Hope is Better Than No Hope!!

and

Scissors, Paper, Stone: A Metaphor for Life.

I haven’t thought much about despair but it’s evident that the lack of writing was caused by a fit of depression.  For that I apologize and have to admit that I don’t know much about apathy and despair.  What snapped me out of my blue funk was finding out I was among the top 4% of all sites monitored by quantcast.com

I was flattered to find that my readers are predominantly young  (25-34), college educated and  making more than $100 thousand a year. It’s a pity that they are not American! But what the hell, I’m still flattered by my global reach.  I guess American’s are scared to be associated with someone being stalked by the FBI whereas foreign readers feel relatively safe.

The fact of the matter is they are correct.  American readers are routed through know information honeypots whereas foreign fans get a direct connection.  It’s still kind of funny that more foreign nationals are concerned with Domestic Spying and invasion of Privacy than native born Americans.

A little knowledge goes a long way and now that I know about my global reach, I’m resolved to finish this project and keep on writing.  I’m glad to find at least one American Judge and the ACLU agrees with me and has declared a major point of the Patriot Act illegal.  Too bad, the Bush administration is going to appeal and the law will not be changed in the near future.

thehun.net – Part I

September 7, 2007

This is part eulogy, part history and all so fucking sad.

I first found thehun.net in 1997, and was totally fascinated by the concept. Here was a yellow pages for porn that would serve you any perversion you desired. If you had a proclivity towards water sports,sissy’s, lactating woman, pregnant woman, skinny, fat or black, thehun.net was your portal. This was in the early wild days of the Internet where virus were a big concern and malware, Trojans and spyware were relatively unsophisticated and mostly cookie based.

I mean I know people who surfed The Hun in text on 9600 k modems. It was almost the universal porn portal. The Hun would preach sermons against illegal kiddie porn and users who were so cheap that they never paid for porn. When malware and porn became linked, The Hun was a safe portal who claimed to prevent the pages you visited from being retained in history, no cookies being set and your doing trackless browsing. He also claimed to ban all porn sites that engaged in illegal activity or planting malware on your machine. You were guaranteed to be safe with the Hun protecting your privacy while you played with your tally whacker.

The Hun developed a cult following as an expatriate hiding in the Netherlands where almost every sexual proclivity is legal. I mean the man was sacrificing his American citizenship to serve the needs of his American customers. When he had his first born child, he set up a kiddie fund and begged for donations so he could both raise his child and remain an ex-patriot.

I began to have my doubts about the Hun in 2000, but not enough to abandon the yellow pages or question his integrity. Seems the dot com area was exploding and I was a little late with my business site so I had to get big numbers if I was going to jump on the Venture Capital Game. The idea was unique, I wrote to the Hun for advertising rates because if I advertised a business to 3 million people over 3 days, some of those perverts would have to come up for air sooner or later and if my friends are any indication, an awful lot of business people are perverts. It was a unique way to reach a big market. Problem was there was like a 3 month backlog and it cost $800 per day.

Check that last number. There are 180 listings on a page, times 365 days a year at $800 that is equal to about $25 million a year. I began to see the Hun as a conman but nothing more sinister. I mean there were fairly obvious sextracker cookies set (which are no longer quite so obvious.) The second big hint that something was rotten in The Netherlands was when I started researching kiddie porn and tried to enlist the Hun to post a warning that all this crap was “born and hosted in the USA”. Now I’m not pissed that I never got a personal response, what pissed me off was the auto responder which said because of security reasons, I would have to send an email to another address and verify that I had really sent the first email. I did that and for the next 30 minutes, my security systems went wild as I was under attack from the server I had emailed.

I still occasionally surf thehun.net because it should have been a great product serving people with targeted needs. Unfortunately, I now treat it like any other cop site and avoid surfing any of the listings which say young, teen etc. because I just don’t need this crap in my computer memory.

Abandon WordPress

August 12, 2007

The obvious question raised by  WordPress blogs being spied upon by Honeypots and now hiding in the walled garden of Akamai where the spying is not so obvious is “Why not abandon WordPress?” and the answer is why bother.

I  did a  traceroute for my original site fatsavage.com site and the traceroute goes from Virginia to DC to New York then to Chicago where it hits a domestic Honeypot before passing back to DC and returning to Virginia 3 miles from the start.  This is hardly an efficient use of backbone Internet resources.  At least when your hidden behind the Akamai network, you don’t see the stupid efforts to spy on you and your users.  Amazingly, a traceroute to my son’s site strategyst.com passes from Virginia to Boston to Chicago to go through the very same Honeypot as my site.

It seems that regardless of where I go, I will be observed and so will the people close to me.

I found one of my very inactive sites which used a stealth registration and a small hosting company which has a direct route from Virginia to the server without passing through any know Honeypots.   However, I’m sure if there were anything that was negative about Domestic spying and the abuse of Government power, it would soon be spied upon.  This site uses a WordPress blog so not all WordPress blogs are being watched.

There is no doubt that this is Domestic Spying and unrelated to any war on terror.  When you do tracerouts from London, Pakistan, Austria  or Australia, they all seem to follow the most direct paths without any detours for honeypot spying.

Abandon WordPress?

It’s more rational to abandon hope.

Sins of Our Father!

August 8, 2007

Apparently, the Bush neo-nazi thought police are a rerto-Christian group stalking perverts, A-rabs and Democrats.  Proof is the Christian thought police served me kiddie porn and  Arab porn and everbody in the world knows only a few true Liberals have real concerns for the right to privacy.

Funny, it used to be the Christian Right Wing that would gather their guns and head for the hills to shoot it out with the FBI to defend their right to bear arms and their right to privacy but today the Retro-Christians have forgotten your God given freedom to be a sinner..

The Retro-Christian roots are obvious in the way they are stalking my son.  I mean its probably justifiable by a normally twisted mind to stalk me for my outspoken views and I guess I accept living in a cage.  The funny thing is, my son is sort of the comensurate striving yuppie who classifies me as a slacker and aging hippy who is  jousting at windmills. They could only justify tracking him based on a belief in original sin.

I checked the traceroute on his site and of course it followed the same convoluted route from Virginia, to DC to Boston to Chicago and back  to DC before going to a town in Virginia 3 miles from the orgin of the traceroute.  It went through a know honeypot in Chicago.

What the hell, they will soon see he’s normal.  After all as a senior ctizen, I’m going to get towed by a home built ultra light airplane up a mile high to hang glide back to earth with a kite strapped to my ass and then kayaking with crockidiles.  He’s going to the Cape for the Labor Day weekend.

Life on the edge, You got to love it.

The following statement or something like it, is attributed to both Benjamin Franklin and Thomas Jefferson:

“Those who would give up their freedom for security will have none and deserve neither.”

It’s Hard For A Caged Bird To Sing!

August 6, 2007

Writing is done with passion and hope. Yes, there are artistic works about apathy and depression but the person that wrote them had to have the passion to complete the work with the hope that he could reach an audience with the message. I have written several essays on hope and it’s been a theme throughout my blog. I sort of believe that if enough people care, there will be a groundswell of public optimism that would prevent expansion of domestic spying and invasion of privacy.

Oh well, what a stupid vision. Legal Domestic Spying was expanded.

So now I have to expect that my every utterance and thought will be monitored to determine if I’m a died in the wool closet pervert, an Arab Terrorist or perhaps, aiding and abetting other enemies of the state like The Democrats.

During my mildly despondent state, I’ve made some interesting discoveries.

In terms of word usage,

Hope is to Ardor or Passion

as Despair is to Apathy.

Now this goes along with one of my previous essays on Dante’s sign overt the portal to hell which is “Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch’intrate” or “Abandon all hope, ye who enter here.”  Indeed life without hope is a life in hell. Still, I have not given up hope for better days, I’m going to hang glide a mile high and kayak with crocodiles at the end of this month. I also intend to do something banal with the rest of my my life like open a casino. I have hopes that I will live the commensurate hedonistic Fatsavage experience. I enjoyed writing with passion about being a real Fat Savage because perfection at that is so easy.

It’s just that I don’t really have hope that I can change the world and make it a better place to live. Having the government running porn sites is not in my designs for a better world nor is spying on all the owners of WordPress blogs. I should think that there are more pressing issues like unfucking up the nation of Iraq or returning America to a place of prestige in the scientific world. For instance, I may need stem cell research to grow a new liver after all the rum I’ve drunk and I wouldn’t want it to come from falsified Korean Data funded by American Pharmaceutical Companies because they can’t do it in America.

Another discovery from my despondent state is that there are few really excellent works on despair and apathy. Two of the good ones that come readily to mind are Soylent Green and Cat’s Cradle (Check Both in Wikipedia). In both books total knowledge about the world leads to apathy and suicidal actions by some of the main characters. I can’t recall any genre other than Science Fiction which handles despair so well.

Now, I’m not about to commit suicide because of George Bush and his army of neo-nazi’s. I must admit that at times of cerebral despair, I take great joy in my hedonistic nature and my pleasure indulging the sins of the flesh.

It’s just that its hard for a caged bird to want to sing unless you put marijuana seeds in the bird food like Hertz did years go. So maybe Mike E is right after all.

Just A little Depressed!

July 15, 2007

You can’t possibly believe that swimmer’s ear is dehabilitating. Alright, I didn’t go to my doctor crying just because my ear was plugged up and I probably didn’t even mention it to him when I saw him on our weekly social visit but I did get it checked before I got on the plane to visit the newest beautiful granddaughter.

He prescribed some ear drops and I made the mistake of reading the label which said that I would lose all my ear hair, and it would burn a hole in my eardrum which would travel though my head as I slept and if I used too much and slept on my side the hole would go all the way through the earth and end up in China. So I used just enough to keep the pain at bay but apparently not enough to cure the infection so I ended up with a real full body infection which gave me the blah’s.

He gave me Cipro which is the only know cure for anthraces, and told me if I drank too much at night, it would flush the antibiotic out of my body but I could make up for it by taking an extra pill. He also gave me an antihistamine which caused me to break out in a sever allergic reaction which could only be cured by steroids so I took them too. I also had to go back to the ear drops to replace the antihistamine.

It’s hard to write when you’re sick and easy to get depressed when your taking steroids. So in the midst of wallowing in self pity. My friend Mike E. visits and asks about his special server and honeypot. He did get the gist of being stalked and all of his friends being stalked so I was going to do just a little more work which turns out to be a lot of work and raises even more fears for the paranoid libertarians among us. That will be covered next post.

The next Depressing thing was that stupid resume for Shannon Perkins I discovered. It showed she was in all those professional organizations with their “Codes of Ethics” and the fact that she committed major big time ethic’s violations and demonstrable perjury to the point that I feel morally bound to make a formal judicial complaint and see if I can get her decertified as an expert and perhaps perjury charges filed against her. She deserves no less.

Perhaps the most distressing aspect is reader analysis. If I had to guess, about half are pedophiles worried about their own one way tickets to jail and hell, and the other half are people who are worried about the Government Invasion of Privacy in the post 911 era under the idiot in charge. Unfortunately, I suspect most are under 18 and not able to be of any political influence. Oh yeah, I forgot th group from the moral majority who actually approve of spying on sinners so they leave comments calling me a Cretan and telling me to accept Christ and I won’t care about privacy anymore because I won’t be doing anything wrong (There is a certain logic to that!)

Oh well, like most writers, I write for myself and if anybody enjoys it, it’s a blessing

Does Domestic Spying Exist?

June 15, 2007

I found a really weird foreign blog which has a header of blood spattered body parts and had the following post:

the iraqis have a word that’s unique to them.that word is sahel, which means “to utterly defeat and humiliate someone by dragging his corpse through the streets”.

Now to me thats a weird and dangerous post worthy of tracking the writer and maybe even visitors to the site but the hosting is normal with other sites large and small. Maybe I should make comments at the weird sites I stumble on and have them tracked too.

Unfortunately, I thought this might happen so I have really stopped making comments at other sites because I don’t want people associated with me. I have stopped using IM and minimized E-mail contact. I make my phone calls on land lines because domestic phone taps still have a few rules left.

Still the person who published that post is on a normal WordPress server, and I have my special Level 3 server. I was concerned that I might be giving information important to the global war on terrorism and decided to see what happens when I run a trace route from Austria. Every single response for all of the sites ended up at the Dallas home of WordPress on the layeredtech.com server. So obviously any foreign traffic was not being diverted to the Fatsavage Honeypot.

Because or my naturally scientific bent I did a traceroute from Australia to various WordPress blogs including myself and they all ended up at the netli.net servers previously mentioned for Waistloss.wordpress.com. Obviously, the Fatsavage Honeypot is only accessible from an American IP address and is being used for Domestic Spying on Patriots and Perverts.

Of course, I’m not sure an FBI man has been trained to tell the difference.